inner strength

There comes a time in all our lives when we require something else to take over. It could be a split moment or a prolonged time process, either way , it happens. It's that moment when everything around you seems to just fall through your fingers. The food doesnt taste right, the mirror image doesnt give the desired effect and the rain just never stops raining!

Usually when this feeling comes it's natural to role with it, let it really gain momentum so that something naff really does happen, something that just doesnt exist in your mind. I am ashamed to say that sometimes i even enjoy the feeling of a temporaray downward spiral, at least you know where your at with a downward spiral .
 But no, the moment i am specifically talking about is those special times , though very rare, when something else takes over. A feeling ...a "dont worry because everything is gonna be ok " feeling. It comes from within you . Through the void comes a refreshing , light ,heady feeling.
A feeling of peace and calm even though your in a storm. Even when everything else around you looks like a scene out of Eastenders ( dodgy acting inclusive)

This feeling lets me know that everything really is going to be ok. When it all looks a little like the shape of a pear, but your smiling on the inside. When the storm stops and you realise that your hardly even wet ..and when (and this is the best bit) you slowly lok upwards into the sky and out comes this beautiful rainbow ,sparkling bright happy colours before your very eyes....

That's when i know....

that God is watching over me